Iris**
Goo Goo Dolls
ost. the City of Angels
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that U feel me somehow
U're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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..isn't it amazing that sometimes, somewhere, someone made a song out of nowhere, and it's just a perfect portrait the picture of you?.. [email, Tue, Feb 28, 2006 - 16:29 wib]
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Pada suatu Minggu malam, 9 Juli 2006, pk 20 tepat; saat ku kemudikan mobil perlahan melintasi Jasa Marga, dan melaju memutari satu kelokan lagi dalam hidupku yang sederhana, memasuki gerbang tol Taman Mini, menuju-membaur-menjauh-menyatu-menyatu menyerpih asa dan harapan tersisa, dalam riuhnya tol Jagorawi (yg entah mengapa malam ini terasa begitu sepi, asing, gelap, dan menakutkan) – bersama kembali ke Jakarta.
Pada suatu radio metropop yg biasa dia dengarkan saban pagi menjelang kerja, U-FM 94,7, lirih terdengar jeritan liris mendesak-menyeruak-menghentak kalbu dan kesadaran, yg mungkin masih ada jua tersisa:
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
……
Pada suatu masa yg berjalan; suatu momen singkat, suatu detik berharga, suatu tempat bernama, suatu waktu tersita. Dan semua akan tinggal menjadi kenangan bermakna, dan pelajaran berharga, atau kepedihan tak terperi. Yang tak ‘kan lekang terhapus zaman yg menderap-menggebu-menghampar:
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
……
Pada suatu sosok, nan tak terjangkau,
kecuali dalam angan dan mimpi di kepala
Terbang,..
terbanglah lebih tinggi
Raih semua yang kau mau
yang ku tahu ‘kan bisa kau raih
Lepas,..
kulepas semua genggaman
Perhatikan diri mu yg menggeliat
hanya merejam dalam diam & perih
Jakarta, Senin Subuh,
10 Juli 2006 – 03.05 AM
PS:
thanks for all, including for the “injury time”;
and wish you enough..
